And Turn The Speakers Up.

THIS IS MY LOT, BEAUTIFUL STRANGERS.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

'think we crash just to feel something.'

I think I shouldn't set days aside just to spend time at home because things just go wrong. I guess some things should just be left unsaid. Apart from that, I've come to terms with how no one can love three people equally. I've always been the one who's out and about, let it stay like that; how I'm more out of your way than in it. Guess over the years it's grown on me.

And with regards to your little baby girl, it's not like I don't try to help out. I do. But screw recognition. I don't need it from you anymore. Have you forgotten that I'm your girl too? Maybe it's my fault that I can't share much. I can't, you'll just...flip.

Not angry, just pretty numb.

That aside, I wonder how Melissa Ho is doing. Partying, last I heard. Haha, that monkie.

The weeks past so quickly don't you think? But somehow, I'm happy like that. Work and play. Dee and friends. Church and Marilyn.

Rajjy, please be okay.
You know people, there are seven faces of sorrow. Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. anyways, I hope to do something for him on his birthday :) it's never easy to lose someone you love. but I'm sure he loves you very much and wants you to happy. just like po po does, for mummy.

You were always there when I needed you. I hope to be here for you now.

Ice cream works for me, does it for you too? hehe

TonFlyingHigh!8:47 PM

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