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Friday, March 16, 2007

and so I just completed my flash-back episode of Prison. The dvd called the epi 'Brother's Keeper'. You know like how every 'Friends' episode has a name also known as 'the one where...chandler gets fatter' (for example la, haha)

so I learnt from Prison today that the crane represents familial obligation. 'I figured it's your way of telling me that you're checking in on me.' You know, you're right beside me sleepinggggg (thank God you are, at this hour). But I can't help but say that I want to look out for you as long as I can, and at times I'm gonna get on your nerves for doing so. but you gotta know that I love you. I love you a lot. But you know, I feel like a hypocrite telling you not to this and that, to do this and that, when I'm breaking all the ground rules, breaking all their hearts.

sigh. scratch that. anyways I know I know, I am lagging behind. haha, so I didn't even bother to catch the debut of season 2 because yours truly is still at disc 3 of 4, courtesy of siti (bang bang)

I am hungry. see this is what happens when I stay up. but then again, I'm almost always hungry, with the exception of post-feasting.

I had my first driving lesson today! fun. round and round and round, clock wise, anti-clockwise, inner lane, outer lane, round and round, but fun. hahaha. I even asked mr instructor (oh I just realised I didn't ask for his name! wah lau) 'you not giddy ah?' hehehe, but i'm hitting the roads come wednesday! hope I don't do anything stupid, like mistake the accelerator for the brake pedal (again)

haha this post must sound like a mad emotional helter skelter.

I carry your heart.

had this random thought today: you know the term 'vanilla sky'? is that a metaphor for things appearing to be the way they are the exact opposite of? since vanilla beans, the stuff that give you the very flavour, are afterall, really black.

TonFlyingHigh!2:44 AM

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