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THIS IS MY LOT, BEAUTIFUL STRANGERS.
Def Leppard (: TonFlyingHigh!11:11 AM ***
 "How happy is the blameless Vestal's lotThe world forgetting, by the world forgot Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."
TonFlyingHigh!11:03 AM *** Thursday, June 22, 2006 The Lake House This is a must-watch! (right, Aly?) Starring Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock (the SPEED combi:awesome!) I Can't Wait (: TonFlyingHigh!3:41 PM ***
beautiful. TonFlyingHigh!2:14 PM ***
 Thank You For Being You Aly (: TonFlyingHigh!12:38 PM *** because we stood behind the class together when we made too much noise. because we were asked to leave if we weren't interested and we did, together. because during recess, and after school we were always at 'our' table. because we always made it a point to say hi and fool around in between lessons. because we would skip lessons to make sure the one who's hiding in the toilet is really okay. because we would run the rounds together when we come late. because we would get locked out of class for taking too long, together. because we cut up frogs (or tried to) together. because we always made it a point to see who's here and who's gonna be late when we sing the national anthem. because we hid outside the gate during PE lessons just to escape from running. because we were called up during assembly, and weeded together. because we would mess around with the apparatus and the likes, and make up too many songs that don't make sense, but make us laugh. because we would stay in school till the wee hours, till the gates close and just talk, and talk, and talk. because we would play ball together and laugh at the one who throws it over to the unfinished (and forbidden) field. because we would sing along to the corniest (yet most familiar) pop songs in public. because we pushed each other on, even when we ourselves found it hard to believe. because we wrote in The Book (I & II, haha) because we would just loveeee self-timed photographs and candid neoprints. because we could do our handshake at the gate when we say goodbye, for the longest time, just so we don't have to really walk away without saying something dumb first. because there's so much to remember. because we love. && because we hold on even when we can actually choose to let go. I love you guys, so, so much. TonFlyingHigh!12:22 AM *** Wednesday, June 21, 2006 Say Hello to Chelsea! So, today was supposed to be 'Study Day' but staying at home makes me do random things, like, bathing Chelsea even though she only had her last bath recently. Haha! So, after the quick bath and letting her walk around to dry, guess who was caught basking in the sun, enjoying life?
I love you Poo-geeee (: You''ll always be our little girl. TonFlyingHigh!4:25 PM ***
When nobody hears you scream I'll scream with you You'll be safe here TonFlyingHigh!1:29 PM ***
aw. TonFlyingHigh!1:16 PM *** Tuesday, June 20, 2006 mish mash bish bash       
TonFlyingHigh!10:51 PM *** Monday, June 19, 2006 YAWN! I just had the craziest dream. Are minis only allowed to carry front-seat passengers? hahaha. Because in my dream, I had to hide in the backseat of a mini to get past customs (why were there customs anyway?!) , it was crazy! I think it was purple though. Maybe maroon. hahaha. morning madness.  hello good morning how are you it's raining rainy mornings are love do you still see me when you look at the stars? TonFlyingHigh!8:26 AM *** Friday, June 16, 2006
chris; says:meeeel you brighten up my day laah chris; says:yeaaaaaaah! (:
Yay. TonFlyingHigh!8:43 PM ***
TonFlyingHigh!8:00 PM *** Thursday, June 15, 2006
TonFlyingHigh!6:36 PM *** honestly, all you really care about is how the person you love so much is going to feel or handle it. & fine, I respect that because I know it has been that way all along. but you know what? you're really selfish. you're really selfish with your emotions and your concern. i wonder how much was genuine, but from the start i daren't think i meant much anyway. when i do something you find unacceptable, nothing else matters- the reason plainly being because i'm not the one you're truly concerned about. who was i trying to kid anyway. today you made me wonder why i try so hard, why i care so much- right from the start. TonFlyingHigh!2:11 AM *** How am I supposed to say and explain myself when I can't even understand why I do the things I do sometimes & why I feel the way I feel? No, I don't rationalise everything I do. If I did, I'd not be who and where I am today. I'm human, like you. I don't fully understand myself as well. But I'm probably different from you, because you're you, and I'm me. You may not have done what I did, you may not have said what I said, but then again, how would you know unless you were put in that exact situation? You always say/ feel 'Melanie, you should know better than to...'. I'm sorry, I've not made anyone proud and looking at things now, I'd probably never. and on the flipside, there will be others whom you can be proud of, don't worry. TonFlyingHigh!1:59 AM *** Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Lakorn: Pee Nong Song Luert Plang: Yahk Hai Parthihan Mee Ek Krung chorp mai? TonFlyingHigh!11:53 PM *** OH MY. na ruk jung luyy!! mai doo mai dai! you have to watch this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlLKMQ6rjDM&search= TonFlyingHigh!12:25 AM *** Sunday, June 11, 2006
Cartoons make me happy  In cartoons the sky doesn't lose its colour. In cartoons when you punch someone he really flies away. When you laugh you really start rolling over on the floor. When you eat you really look like you've a meat-ball face. In cartoons your prince charming really rides a white horse and he has that almost angelic pool of light on him. In cartoons animals talk and they don't have that funny smell (oh, they can sing too). People really turn fire-engine red when they are shy and they really let off steam when they're angry (sometimes they fly up into the sky with that train-engine sound effect too). The bad guy (or witch or wizard or alien or dinosaur or plankton) always loses in the end but no one really gets hurt. In cartoons, people (or animals) can suffer a fatal fall, off a cliff, and appear in the next scene again. In cartoons lovers always sing in tune and they dance in tempo as well. In cartoons when you cry, you cry a whole room of tears and you still look okay. In cartoons there is no racial discrimination. In cartoons you say only what you mean. In cartoons there's always 'happily ever after'. In cartoons everything has a sound effect. But i still like how in cartoons, you punch someone and he really flies away, and gets stuck in some tree in the middle of some random jungle. TonFlyingHigh!1:31 AM *** Saturday, June 10, 2006
& when you're done, just before the curtains go down Won't you take a bow and smile? You know the crowd loved you- they loved you, I could tell. This season you played the biggest role in town; In bitter broadway, in the dimming of the lights You danced like the dead leaves we saw the other day. Almost like in pretence, like there was life in death And Death in Life. When you sing you'd hear the echo like a thousand resounding. Then fly, fly like you could in April's autumn, & take the world by storm and forget his eyes. Fly,because you were the thespian playing Shakespeare's Fool- The one who played his mind with his heart, & in this script, Ate his heart out in two.
TonFlyingHigh!11:30 PM *** Friday, June 09, 2006
What good are wings if you can't feel the wind in your face What good are works if you are blemished What good is holding on when there's only letting go? What good are words when silence already seems pregnant  What good are memories when they are bitterly surreal, when I can't touch your face What good is time when it only slips away What good is knowing when you have to live by pretence What good is hope when you don't anticipate the future. TonFlyingHigh!12:04 PM *** Wednesday, June 07, 2006
 Glass Menagerie lectures have been thought-provoking, but I run dry after a while. Today, Ms Teo quoted something which particularly struck me: " 'Reality' is the one word in the English language that should always be enclosed by inverted commas." Because reality is always coloured by our own experiences and this is after all, a mental universe. There is no single reality; it can only be confined to ones' perspectives and situation. Nonetheless, there are truths which I hold on to as indubitable realities. So if 'reality' is relative, what's mine? God, family, friends, irregular moments of joy, tinges of let-downs, questionable tears, concoctions of emotions and the like, commitments (some strung from the heart, others out of sheer responsibility), unpredictable health and impending death. And with the details entirely drawn out from that cumulative list of realities, I'm guessing it may very well sound familiar. We are all dying people, from the moment who breathed our first. Don't project the morbidity of this. It makes sense! " & so it is, just like the way you said it would be." TonFlyingHigh!11:56 PM *** Friday, June 02, 2006
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